Where is He?

In all of our lives, there are grueling times when we feel like there is great distance between us and God. We depressingly ask ourselves, “Where is He?”. We feel like He is not concerned about anything that takes place in our day to day lives. We sometimes feel as if He is angry with us and has turned His face from us because of something that we have done.

Every genuine believer today is covered by the blood of Jesus Christ under the New Covenant. This means that all of those “feelings” are not biblical. Why not? Because two-thousand years ago the greatest separation of all time occurred, between God the Father and God the Son, in order that we never have to be separated from Him again.

Jesus said that He and the Father are one, and just as they are one, we are also one with Jesus (John 17:20-23). When we are born again, our spirits are simultaneously intertwined with Him as He makes His home inside of us (Ephesians 1:13, John 14:23). Can we explain how this happens or what it looks like? No, we cannot. But we can be assured that it is true, because He has declared through the mouth of Jesus Christ.

In those times that we feel like He is not close, we can rest in the fact that the Word of God is stronger than what our temporary feelings may be. Our sin is what had previously separated us from the presence of God, but when we latched onto Christ and put the fate of our lives in His hands, that sin was wiped out in full. When we trust in His finished work, we know that our sin has been imputed to Jesus, and Jesus endured the punishment for us. And in turn, the righteousness of Jesus is imputed to us. I know that it is impossible to picture or even understand that exchange with our natural minds, but it is true. Therefore, if our sin has truly been cast onto Jesus Christ (and it has), we can be fully assured that the Lord has no anger left for us. He has no wrath left for us. Nothing can separate His presence from us. Every child of God can know beyond the shadow of a doubt that because God forsook Jesus on that Cross (Matthew 27:46), He will NEVER turn His face from us again.

“For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord”- Romans 8:38-39.

The barricade that our rebellious hearts had set between us and God has been broken down and destroyed forever by the suffering, death and resurrection of our Lord Jesus. God is now never distant, but rather closer than you can comprehend. He is intimately involved in your life, second by second; in the midst of every thought you have and every decision you make. If we would only take our eyes off the world and sit still and listen, we would take notice of His constant communication to us through His indwelling Spirit.

He is in complete control of every action and situation that takes place, and He is using all of those things for our benefit. Yes, every situation. Even if we can’t see how any possible good could come from our present circumstances, we can rest in the fact that God is not a liar. He has promised that He works all things for our good and He is fervently working to make all of His children like Jesus (Romans 8:28). We will suffer and endure trials, yet our joy does not have to be defeated by those things. Our joy is not supposed to be found in anything other than His abounding love that resides in the deepest parts of our being. That means that external circumstances do not have to dictate our levels of peace and joy. His Presence will give us the power to persevere through life in this broken world and give us the privilege of bringing Him glory along the entire journey.

We cannot see Jesus now, but one day our faith will become sight. Until that day, rest assured that He is paying attention to you as if you are the only person He ever created. Renew your mind in the Word and set it upon the things of the Spirit; not the flesh. And if our thoughts and feelings don’t line up with what He says about Himself and the promises He’s made, then our thoughts and feelings are wrong. Trust Him always, even above your own heart.

“For whenever our heart condemns us, God is greater than our heart, and he knows everything”- 1 John 3:20.

Matt Moore

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“Our Miracle” by Cristy Pollitt

One of my best friend’s brother and his wife have recently gone through something nothing short of horrific. Yet, in the midst of that, they have glorified God in the most powerful way I have ever seen. Cristy has given me permission to share this, so please take a minute to read this note by her summarizing their experience. Praise God for giving us strength when we should have none.

On February 13, 2011 we found out that we was expecting our 3rd baby, Sarah Ainsley Pollitt.  All Paul could do was smile when I told him.  What a blessing these sweet babies are.  Well, from the beginning things did not seem right.  I told Paul and my doctor that I was very anxious about this pregnancy.  I bleed alot during the pregnancy.  The doctor did not know why.  In April we found out that there was complications.  This is when the Lord began to draw us near to Him in ways we could not imagine.  Our baby girl was not growing at the right rate.  Her brain and heart were not developing right and the amniotic fluid was very low.  We also tested positive for trisomy18.  Trisomy 18 babies do not have a very good life expectancy.  One third are miscarried, one third do not survive birth and one third have a very short life span.  All we could do was cry out to the Lord for strength.  He answered our prayers and gave us strength each and every morning to trust in Him.  He allowed me to carry Sarah for almost 25 weeks.  On July 8, 2011 we went in for our weekly heartbeat check.  I never let the kids come with me and that morning I decided to let Elissa come.  My sister and my mom was there also.  That morning is when we found out our baby girl had gone to rest in Saviors hands.  I cry as I write this with tears of sadness of a mother who longs to have her baby but also with tears of rejoicing in knowing she is where I will see her again, with our Amazing Father.  They sent me across the street to the hospital to begin induction.  On July 10, 2011, I gave birth to Sarah Ainsley Pollitt.  Instead of hearing the cries of a baby the cries of a mother is what was heard in the delivery room.  They took her and cleaned her up and put her in a sweet dress and bonnet and blanket and brought her to us.  I got to hold her.  I GOT TO HOLD HER!!!!  In my hands was this little miracle.  All 7 ounces and 10 1/2 inches of a miracle.  She had defied all odds and lived inside me for nearly 25 weeks.  On July 10, 2011 the Lord revealed his mercy to us.  She was so underdeveloped.  She was so very fragile that I was terrified I was going to hurt her little body.  Paul and I prayed over her and handed her over to the nurse knowing that I would never be able to hold her again.  My biggest regret is not holding her longer.  Our baby girl was not meant for this world and the Lord showed us His mercy by allowing us to see this.  He knew who she was and who she would be before He made her.  He knew her purpose before He created her and it was met before she entered this world.  She is an amazing little girl.  The Lord used her to draw me closer to Him than I ever knew was possible.  He is my stength, my light and my rock.  He has opened my eyes to so many things I have taken for granted.  My kiddos, my husband and so much more.  The sound of my kids crying has never been sweeter.  I make sure I give Paul a hug and kiss right when he walks through the door in the afternoons from work.  I miss him so much while he is gone.  Just to hold my husbands hand is the best feeling in the world.  The sweet hugs and kisses from my kids is worth more than anything the world the can give me.  I know now that I can not get my day started without prayer and the Lord’s Word.  I never realized how much I took the Lord for granted.  If He is willing to listen to me when I cry out to Him, when I rejoice in Him, when I need guidance, why do I hesitate to do so.  What a wonderful God we have.  He gives me the strength each and every morning to get out of bed and to love those He has placed in my life.  He used my baby Sarah to draw me closer to Him.  I pray that her story can draw each of you to Him.  Don’t take what He has given you for granted.  Praise Him, worship Him and know that He is your God. 

I thank each and everyone of you for your love and your prayers and all that you have done for us in this season that the Lord has put us in.  I love you.

My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience.  But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.  James 1:2-4

“For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the LORD, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”  Jeremiah 29:11